Weighty Issues

food today (in order);

• banana
• string cheese
• bologna & cheese sandwich on wheat bread with some mayo
• small bowl of bbq potato chips
• 4 mini chocolate donuts
• piece of apple cake
• 2 diet fresco tacos from taco bell
• 4 chocolate covered peanuts
• mini clif protein bar
• water; don’t know how much i drank since i didn’t use my bottle, but it’s all i drank today

So I started off okay until I got finished my sandwich for lunch.  And I thought “I want some apple cake”, but decided to save it for later.  But I was still hungry, so I grabbed one of the smallest bowls in our cupboards and had some chips.  But then I wanted sweet, so I grabbed the donuts and ate more than I should’ve.  And then I ended up eating apple cake because I was like, well, what the hell.

And then I was like OMG WHAT THE HELL.  My intake of extra calories was bananas (…not literal bananas.  rachel zoe bananas) - I should’ve just fulfilled the craving to start with and have been done with it.  To top it off, I was left with a stomachache, so….fantastic.  Honestly, I hate getting stomachaches after I “binge” so to speak because then I feel like a puppy and that’s no good (like I just ate and ate and ate until my stomach was about to explode - like puppies do, apparently. it’s a weird mind trick to me).

But I feel a little better because fresco tacos from taco bell = works in a pinch.  90 calories a piece and they satisfy my crunch, salty taco cravings.  Win, Taco Bell.  Win.